Monday, January 26, 2009

Why

I feel alone.

All I need was someone or something,
Nothing came, no one was there.
It was just me, scared and alone.

I feel hurt.
You should have known, you should have cared,
All I ever believed in has failed me.
The pain of past and present crushes my hurting heart.

I feel lost.
The world is cold and dark,
How do I go home, when I don't know what home is?
The search seems hopeless, the way is dark, and I am lost.

I feel scared.
Lost, hurt, and alone, it's just me and the pain,
I've been trained to be tough on the outside.
I break down harder on the inside, and I am scared.

All I have left are the why's.
Why did you leave me all alone?
Why do I have to hurt so much?
Why did you let me lose my way?
Why can't you bring me home?
Why can't you send someone to save me?
Why doesn't anybody realize my pain?
Why don't people care?
Why do I have to feel the pain alone?

All I wanted, All I needed was someone to save me.
But no one came,
WHY?

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

The Demon's Power

In between the night and the morn,

The darkness overwhelmed me.
The demon came back with its evil terror,
Power so strong, I had to give in.
I tried to fight, but I am just one,
I tried to run, but there was nowhere to go.
I had to give in, it was the only way,
The demon would not leave until the blood was shed.
I did the deed, and it was done,
The demon was gone, and I was at peace.
The power of the darkness vanished,
But I was still alone, alone with the pain.