Two Worlds

Two worlds at war.

One is screaming, one is silent.

One is fighting, while the other is giving up.

One hates, one is losing faith.

One needs peace, the other just needs love.

Two worlds at war.

Both are searching.

Both are hurting.

Both are wanting.

Both feel trapped.

Two worlds at war.

Who will win the fight?

Along the Way

Somewhere along the way I let you in.

You explored parts of my soul like no one else.

I let you in and you stole my heart,

You took it and played with it like a child's toy.

Somewhere along the way you shattered my heart.

Here it lies in bits and pieces.

Still beating, but struggling to hang on.

The damage will forever show.

Somewhere along the way I decided I need you.

To you I gave my heart and soul.

I will never know why it wasn't enough,

But our memories I will cherish forever.

Somewhere along the way you decided to leave.

You left so suddenly, no warning, no goodbye.

Now I am left to mend my broken heart.

But...

Somewhere along the way I will be okay.

Somewhere along the way someone new will hold my heart.

Somewhere along the way love will come back to me.

Somewhere along the way I'll look back at you and smile.

Somewhere along the way I'll thank you.

And somewhere along the way I'll let you go.

Just not today.

You're Gone

Tonight you left me all alone.

I couldn't believe it, after all the feelings we've shown.

My heart just doesn't know what to say.

I'm not quite sure how to make it through the day.

My heart is all torn apart,

And desperately longing for a new start.

I don't understand how or why,

And all I can do now is breakdown and cry.

Forever, you hold a place in my heart.

A piece of my life, you will always play a part.

Thank you for bringing out my best.

It is clear that I loved you says the pain in my chest.

The Beginning

I tried it just once.

I didn't know my pain was this much.

I know that it was dumb,

But I wanted to feel better.

I don't know why I did it.

I just thought it would help.

To see my pores open up,

as the pain pours out.

Never did I want it to go this far.

What is wrong with me?

I wish someone was here to help.

I am so alone in the world.

Forever, I will bear these scars.

So deep inside, yet so shallow out.

Never again will I give in to pain.

I am strong and will overcome.

Giving Up

Somedays I feel like giving up,

My pain is an overflowing cup.

I've had enough,

I can't be tough.

Life is hard,

I was dealt a bad card.

It's just not fair

all this pain I bear.

Why me?

I can't see.

I tried,

I cried,

I bailed,

and I failed.

I'm done,

So you've won.

There's nothing more,

Of that I'm sure.