~Oblivion~

What is reality anyway?

Simple, I fear not.

Is it life or love?

Pain or promise...

God?

As sure as the blood flowing through my veins,

I fear I do not know.

Confused by my world,

But lost in my mind.

Questions plead for hope.

Have you heard of Heaven and Hell?

Or is it oblivion that harbors the end?

Where peace is final,

And legacy determined.

Is it cynical to question,

Failing to surrender to a world,

Where society sucks out your soul?

I remember being beaten down,

With recurring vicious strikes.

I cried for you all night.

You never came.

Were you ever there?

How can you be so great,

Yet love so few?

Is it wrong to question all I know?

Abandoned once again,

I am left waiting for oblivion.

Hoping for more,

Unknown until final worlds collide.

But what is reality anyway?

~Greif~

6 Months:

A few months have now gone,

And I still hide from truth.

We talked of you a great deal today,

But it was all in wrong tense.

My brain struggles to comprehend,

A battle of reality and hope.

Sometimes I swear I see you there,

But my brain is an evil prankster.

Everyday I pray for it to be real,

But as days set, hope fades too.

Lost where dreams meet reality,

And my heart aches for you.

Year 1:

I went to see you today,

But I didn't know what to say.

So much has happened,

And many things have changed;

Things you really should know,

But I couldn't tell you there.

Part of me was dying to believe,

Those things you already knew.

Even still I long for the comfort,

Comfort I can't seem to find.

~Battle of a War~

Tonight is a battle,

Fighting memories of you.

Feeling so alone,

Remembering times old and new.

Life is a war,

And casualties we shall face.

But it's only some nights,

I'm haunted by your face.

Yesterday was fine,

and tomorrow will be too.

But that doesn't stop tonight's heartache,

Broken from you.

~New Life~

A final breath greets a new.

One celebrates, the other is blue.

For one the ending marks the other's beginning.

The future holds passion and winning.

The start of a quest to fulfill,

With determination, it's a sure deal.

So much ahead, the end is unknown.

Necessity for the true life to be shown.

The moment is a road of glory.

Make it beautiful, make it your story.

Don't live in the darkness and shadows of fear.

You never know if the end is near.

Life is now, now is time.

In the end, a life well wasted is a crime.

~Thing One and Thing Two~

A hero without a sidekick,

Is no hero at all.

One is weak,

But two won't fall.

One needs two,

Simply just to care.

When the world is crashing down,

Ones heart should not be bare.

For two is better than one,

Is what they always say.

But one finding two,

Doesn't just happen everyday.

The heartbreak of one,

Is necessary for two,

To find the bond,

That is honestly true.

~One Word on Life~

A notion,

A comfort to ease the mind. A

Thought,

Something that should never change. Maybe a

Lie

To conceal the pain that's real.

Truth,

Well it's not so pleasant.

Fairy tales

Are stories for the dreamers with

Hope,

Existing simply to keep us moving, but

Reality

It sings a different song. With

Fear

That chains us down, making us

Lost,

Because things aren't always as they seem.

Confusion,

Just how did we get here?

Betrayal,

Constantly hurt by the ones we

Trust;

A lie in itself, a falsity of hope creating

Pain.

And we all hold it, carrying the

Burdens

From the pressures and heartaches of life.

Secrets

Of our pain, our lives, our hopes, and our dreams,

Stolen

By the torturous hell of an everyday world. Left

Alone,

Found dying at the mercy of something new.

Seeking

Something to hope for, something to live for. Seeking

Approval.

Doing all we can, simply to gain

Acceptance.

Changing ourselves to become anything we feel

Worthy

Of achieving life's most sought out possession. All we want is

Love,

And finding love is one of the most trying adventures that we will ever

Know.

~Crash~

At the close of the day,

I thought I had you.

Yet dawn whispers a new song,

Singing sorrowed goodbyes.

Trust I never believed,

It's ugly lies you exposed.

All those doors you pried open,

Angrily slam back into place.

My heart is alone,

And my head is lost.

All that once was fixed,

Now shattered into a million bits.

Nothing left in this empty soul.

What I thought and what was true,

Massively collide head on.

Only damaged wreckage left.

A totaled heart just trying to breath.