~Greif~

6 Months:

A few months have now gone,

And I still hide from truth.

We talked of you a great deal today,

But it was all in wrong tense.

My brain struggles to comprehend,

A battle of reality and hope.

Sometimes I swear I see you there,

But my brain is an evil prankster.

Everyday I pray for it to be real,

But as days set, hope fades too.

Lost where dreams meet reality,

And my heart aches for you.

Year 1:

I went to see you today,

But I didn't know what to say.

So much has happened,

And many things have changed;

Things you really should know,

But I couldn't tell you there.

Part of me was dying to believe,

Those things you already knew.

Even still I long for the comfort,

Comfort I can't seem to find.